Monday, November 21, 2016

More Songs: Breath of Heaven, Your Love is Better...and Some Thoughts



So weird, right now. The strange physical things that were going on cleared up over course of a roughly 24-hour spot of fellowship. The Lord does that, though. There've been many times when toothaches, migraines, earaches, and such were driven away under weight of praise and regard for Him.

Still working on spinal alignment, but nothing major at this point. So grateful.

And still grateful for the dependence forged, in the midst. It's fairly impossible to maintain an incapacitating level of self-conscious anxiety when pain is in any way sufficient to force dependence upon the Lord just to be able to function. One or the other.

He's teaching me. He does restore strength. He does renew.

I'm still entirely scared and overwhelmed, but I trust Jesus. He will lead me, He will sanctify me, He will direct me. He will bless me.

Just knowing Him is a blessing. And especially, to become more acquainted.
By whatever means, being freed to walk in truth.

Yesterday and last night and all...has been such a blessing.
I will trust the Lord.

And as an aside, the lattermost portion of this passage has been going round in mind for the past many months. Many months. And it seems like there's a Psalm somewhere that mentions Him singing, too, but I'm not finding it right now.
Parallel Verses
New International Version
The LORD your God is with you, the Mighty Warrior who saves. He will take great delight in you; in his love he will no longer rebuke you, but will rejoice over you with singing."
New Living Translation
For the LORD your God is living among you. He is a mighty savior. He will take delight in you with gladness. With his love, he will calm all your fears. He will rejoice over you with joyful songs."
English Standard Version
The LORD your God is in your midst, a mighty one who will save; he will rejoice over you with gladness; he will quiet you by his love; he will exult over you with loud singing.
New American Standard Bible 
"The LORD your God is in your midst, A victorious warrior. He will exult over you with joy, He will be quiet in His love, He will rejoice over you with shouts of joy.
King James Bible
The LORD thy God in the midst of thee is mighty; he will save, he will rejoice over thee with joy; he will rest in his love, he will joy over thee with singing.
Holman Christian Standard Bible
Yahweh your God is among you, a warrior who saves. He will rejoice over you with gladness. He will bring you quietness with His love. He will delight in you with shouts of joy." 
International Standard Version
The LORD your God among you is powerful— he will save and he will take joyful delight in you. In his love he will renew you with his love; he will celebrate with singing because of you.
The Lord...singing. I mean, it's not something you hear spoken of in church very often (...ever?). But yeah. And a quick Google yielded this: 


I mean... That's just... I can't even fathom.
There are so many things, of singing. It's a fearful thing to sing, openly. Terrifying. How to sing without heart, after all? Then, so vulnerable. So open.

Someday without fear.
He's helping me.


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