Seeking Particular Fellowship

As is the case seemingly often, absolutely everything is in especial flux. All sorts of warfare in the midst of particular developments--of freedom and love and hope and peace and pursuit of Christ. And there are people whom I care very deeply about who are being sorely tormented.

I have been and will continue remembering them before the Lord and expecting His help (no one else can help). He's already been so kind as to bring to light something which otherwise would have remained utterly hidden, intentionally so--but through the work of one being used to protect His own, He did bring to light something which otherwise would have been impossible to find. Even if it perhaps seemed a simple matter to find, at the end. Which...if so, if quite odd--the whole deal was utterly a point of impossibility.

But He is helping and will help. Just, the opposition is vast. The darkness has congregated against my friends and against myself in beseeching the Lord on their behalf and per ongoing fellowship without regard to whatsoever attempted damage would be wrought. With special attack regarding other matters, thereby. I'm still incredulous of being accepted.

But however the Lord wills. I will trust the Lord, even if I am utterly shattered over the course. Still, He'll use that to good. So I'll love and serve as He gives strength and leads. And that's enough. I'm grateful.

Part of current developments has also entailed seeking the Lord regarding fasting. And I need time away from the internet, particularly. It seems as though from June to at least mid-August, but however He leads. Just...it seems likely there'll be that span here, too.

Too much distraction. Too easy to get mired in thoughts aside of pursuit of Him, given the lack of effortful direction toward Him as afforded by all the many points of interest to be pursued online--even of godly resources, then still it's not the same as actual time concertedly spent in fellowship with Him. And that fellowship is vitally necessary right now, for so many reasons.

Please, be praying for me and my friends. That He would be near and would direct steps and guard and guide by His peace. And may Jesus be with you all, also, whoever you are and wherever He finds you.

Our Lord is gracious and full of love toward us who seek Him and love Him, and He will guard us and protect us by His Spirit, according to the will of the Father. May He lead you in truth and guard your hearts with His peace.